AN EXPLORER
AN EXPLORER
– OF THE INNER AND
OUTER UNIVERSE
TO EXPLORE
I have always been an explorer—not just of the world, but of the deepest corners of the human soul. My journey has taken me across continents, but the most profound miles I have travelled were within myself. My life has not followed a straight path; instead, it has been an adventure filled with challenges that drove me to self-discovery, resilience, and transformation.
Gifted with a strong mindset and an unyielding curiosity about what drives people to transcend their limits, I love to inspire others to nourish themselves—not just physically, but mentally and spiritually—with the best visions, thoughts, and natural nourishment.
From a young age, I had an unstoppable drive. While other children sat on swings, I used them to do hanging sit-ups. In my twenties and thirties, I pushed my body to its limits, training in the gym six days a week. By the age of 42, I was challenging myself to do six survival runs in one year. I have always been testing the boundaries of my endurance. I felt invincible.
Until…
Four days before my 45th birthday, my world shifted. The words “You need a mastectomy” hit me like a thunderbolt. In an instant, the body I had pushed to its limits for years became a battleground for a fight I never saw coming.
A year later, I underwent reconstructive surgery—using tissue from my abdomen. To prepare, I gained 15kg, ensuring there was enough tissue for the procedure. I convinced myself I would bounce back quickly, but recovery was not what I expected.
When I tried to return to my physical routine, my body refused. The weight wouldn’t shift. My energy plummeted. My once-powerful physique felt sluggish, and the sharp clarity of my mind was fogged by exhaustion. I had never felt so stuck. My morale hit rock bottom.
Determined not to accept this as my new reality, I set out on a different kind of quest—a journey inward. I explored mindfulness, meditation, hypnotherapy, mind-body healing, and tantra. Little by little, I began to heal—not just physically, but mentally and emotionally.
The chronic joint pain and migraines, once the lingering side effects of medical treatments, began to fade. The weight that had felt impossible to shed disappeared effortlessly, without punishing exercise. Energy surged through me in ways I hadn’t felt in years.
💫 Today, I wake up feeling like I’ve rewound the clock—not just by a few years, but by a whole decade! My energy is back, my body is strong, and I feel truly alive.
I didn’t just recover; I transformed. And now, I help others do the same.
BREAKING FREE
My early childhood is filled with light. Strength. Safety. My mother’s life partner, a disciplined and nurturing woman in the army, becomes my anchor. She pushes me—physically and mentally. Cold showers. Morning workouts. Chess games that sharpen my mind. I type my first letters on a typewriter under her guidance. I feel Seen. Strong. Secure.
And then… she leaves.
Overnight, my world turns upside down. No one comforts me for the loss of someone so dear to me. Instead, I wake up to the sound of my mother’s sobs in the middle of the night. At six years old, I become the one to console her.
At the age of seven, one night, I wake up thirsty a few hours after going to bed. I shuffle half-asleep through the dark hallway. When I reach the living room, I accidentally walk in on my fourteen-year-old babysitter. He is touching himself.
He sees an opportunity.
I crave attention. Approval. Love. And I don’t know how to say no. I cry as it happens, but I don’t resist. I don’t fight back.
Later, I confide in my best friend, expecting comfort. Instead, her response shakes me. “I do that with my brother too.”
Something shifts in my seven-year-old mind. In that moment, I absorb a false truth: This must be normal. So when other teenage boys ask the same from me, I comply—desperate for connection. Hoping that this time, I will be something more than an experiment. Hoping that this time, I will be seen as a friend.
Shame. Loneliness. A deep, aching feeling that I am not enough. It follows me. Latches onto me. I carry it for decades.
At nine, we move. A new house. A new school. Another reset. My mother cycles through relationships—diving in fast, drowning just as quickly. Every time, we pack up and leave. Every time, I have to adapt. Stability is a luxury we do not have.
When there’s no lover in her life, my mother crumbles. Depression takes hold. The pills blur her pain but leave her hollow. I step up, because I have no choice. At ten years old, I make sure we eat. I run the household.
By the time I break free from my family home, the patterns are already woven into me. I fall into toxic relationships. I don’t know my worth. I don’t know how to say no. I chase external validation, mistaking it for love. I lose myself. Again and again.
Until I decide to rewrite my story.
I face my trauma. Confront my deepest fears. Unravel the layers of pain and self-doubt. I learn to reprogram my mind—to rebuild my sense of self-worth, confidence, and love. And in the process, I create the foundation of the Chronic Vitality Way.
🔥 If I can break free—so can you.
If you’ve ever felt trapped by your past, stuck in cycles that don’t serve you, or unsure how to step into your power… know this:
Your story isn’t over.
The energy, the life, the self-love you crave—it’s within reach.
Are you ready to claim it?
Before discovering my life’s purpose, I was often adrift—jumping from one project to another, searching for meaning. As a freelance graphic designer and Adobe software instructor, I would pour myself into new ventures with high energy, only to find they didn’t ignite my passion.
Even when I had success, I sabotaged myself. The projects that paid the bills weren’t the ones that lit me up. I was trapped in a cycle—drained, disconnected, and unable to attract the right opportunities. My lack of direction confused clients and left me feeling exhausted and stuck.
Through deep self-exploration, I finally uncovered what fuels my happiness, passion, and drive. I stopped chasing work that drained me and started aligning with projects that fulfilled me. The moment I stepped into my true calling, the clarity, confidence, and consistency I had been missing finally clicked into place.
Now, I help individuals break free—guiding them to transform their lives, shatter disruptive patterns, and rewire limiting beliefs.
If you’ve ever felt trapped in your own body, drained by exhaustion, or stuck in a cycle of unfulfilling habits—know this: transformation is possible. I found my way back to vitality, and I can help you do the same.
💫 Are you ready to reclaim your energy, your power, and your life?
Let’s take this journey together.
Clear your Vision
—by ‘painting’ a clear picture of what your goal is in every categorie of your life, your path will unfold itself before you.
Purify your Body
—by giving you clear knowledge about what is genuinely ‘healthy’ you get all the tools in hand to choose consciously where you want to go and what you are going to do
Bend your Reality
—tune in on the frequency that enables the universe to offer you everything you have ever dreamed of and beyond…
Find Your Rhythm
—life is a projection of the choices you make in any given moment. What you choose to at what time, defines the pace of your transformation. There is no slow or fast… there is only the perfect flow for you.
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